Finding your place is not an easy thing to do. First you’re born into a family, a place, a time. You have to learn to walk, talk, and gradually learn the mores of your tribe. If you wind up feeling like an odd duck in a family of geese you have to figure that out too. It’s a challenge.
You know there is meaning – somewhere, but do not realize yet that it’s inside you. First you have to put on the proper clothes – you can’t wear sixteenth century clothes in the twenty-first century, although you may want to. You can’t use the long words you’ve come to love in mere table-talk or folks will think you’re pretentious, or more likely, nutty. You have to take up the proper slang.
And all the time you’re learning these things, what to do and not to do (and embarrassing yourself no end with all your goofs) you glimpse a light just over the hill in the far distance, beckoning to you. You think if you can just reach it, you might understand what it’s all about, why you’re here instead of someplace else. Why you’re even alive.
When you’re still a kid, you may think adults know all the answers but just aren’t telling. That when you’re an adult you too will magically know the answers. Later you may believe that since you’re an adult and still don’t know the answers, which everyone else seem to know, perhaps you’re mentally retarded. You keep quiet while you look for clues in other people’s behavior, because when you verbalize a great discovery your friends seems to know it already.
Then one day, after many false turns and serendipities that appear and divert you from some dastardly path you were on, you discover Astrology.
Believe me when I tell you it helps a lot. First you learn about the natal chart and realize—yes, that is so—and often you are surprised to learn certain aspects between the planets indicate talents that you’d had an inkling of but never trusted (trained to be modest, we often discount any positive trait we may think we possess like “who am I to think I might be able to do these things” – all the while blushing at our presumptuousness).
Some of the things you’ve learned you have to unlearn—truthfully, many of them. I read somewhere that you spend the second half of your life unlearning what you learned during the first half. But the first half gives you a foundation to work with, so don’t discount it. You don’t want to throw it out, merely modify what you’ve already learned by incorporating the new knowledge you’ve ingested. Knowledge feeds the human soul. Act on that knowledge and you are no longer a spectator of life, but a contender.
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STORIES OF A KENTUCKY MOUNTAIN FAMILY
My Thanks for Today
I’m thankful I’m not John Edwards, or for that matter his former mistress or little Frances. I’m thankful I’m not the young man who tried to rob a bar full of cops. I’m thankful I don’t weigh 500 lbs. and hid a gun in my bellyfat.
I’m thankful for AOL news because every day when I sign on I find things to be thankful I’m not. It actually makes me thankful to be me.
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